Since late winter I've been dealing with muscle tremor.
First my left leg - occasionally, then steadily - now my left hand.
I saw a neurologist in midsummer. He did some physical "tests" - write this, hold this, walk there - and concluded that the shaking was likely "essential tremor", a relatively benign symptom of brain function desuetude that accompanies aging.
But he wanted to see me again this winter to rule out Parkinson's Disease.
Well, the shaking has grown slowly worse. Not shocking or scarily so...
...until last weekend. When I realized that I was salivating. Constantly.
The fancy name for this is "sialorrhea", and it's just plain old drooling. It's to the point where I have to carry around a spit cup like some goober sucking on a bag of worm dirt (that's "snuff" for you non-Eighties-GIs).
Point is...the drooling is strongly - as in reeeeeally strongly - associated with Parkinson's, or other severe neurological issues like ALS.
So.
It's VERY likely I have Parkinson's.
I'm going to call the neurologist Monday to try and get seen ASAP. While Parkinson's has no cure there are treatments that can help quality of life.
It's going to kill me.
But I won't go easy. I'll fight as long as my life is worth fighting for.
But I thought I'd just say this here and now, so you few remaining readers would know where I'm coming from. It's...not a good place.
